Let’s just say that before I knew
it, I had vacuumed the house and cleaned the bathroom. My friends
know what a dramatic statement that really is. And believe it or
not, I was actually considering washing the kitchen floor when I
realized I wasn’t trying to get the house in order—I didn’t want
to practice.
Earlier today, I had a friend
visit for their lesson and life-chat. I don’t solve world
problems in my harp room, I just try to clear out some underbrush
so there’s a clear path to play the harp. Some people have more
to clear than others, but we all have those inner obstacles that
make us think our goals are unreasonable or unreachable, or well,
just indefinable.
Anyway, said friend asked me how
she could encourage a harpist she knows to spend time at the
harp. What to say to someone whose life as become a cascade of
difficult issues that immobilize her? In hearing of the range and
complexity and painfulness of this woman’s life, all I could think
was that if she could just play her harp for five or ten minutes a
day, she’d just have to feel better. Maybe by creating and
listening to some beautiful sounds, she could get on the road to
making a positive change.
Now, I know I’m biased. I think
everyone should play the harp or listen to harp music because it
has such an unutterably positive effect on people’s insides.
I see it everyday, starting with myself, my students, and
extending to all the variety of people I play for under various
circumstances.
I’d be willing to bet that if
someone offered that lady a week’s supply of vitamins for free and
said, “Take these -- you’ll feel better”, that she’d do it. She’d
try it for a week. And she already has her harp, so in a sense
it’s “free”. Now if she could just “take” five or ten minutes of
harp each day for a week…
My daughter is 5 1/2 years old and
just keeps me rolling on a daily basis. One of her things lately
is, as she says, “Don’t try, just do it.” Carlos
Salzedo said, “The only way to do a thing is to do it.” An
ancient proverb says that a journey of a thousand miles begins
with a single footstep.
How do you feel? Remember
what it was like the first time you laid your fingers on a real
live harp? Maybe you had a couple of years of piano experience
and you picked out a tune. Or maybe you had never played an
instrument in your life and you just marveled at the beauty and
simplicity of the tones plucked at random by your own hands.
Do you remember what it was like- making your own music before
you ever heard of a “proper” hand position or fingering, or, or,
or…
Sometimes you just have to forget
about all your reasons why not and just do it, do something, do
anything. Do those 5 minutes, whether that means plinking around
and just enjoying the way the harp is, or studying a scale
or a lovely passage of a piece…
Something wonderful can
happen in five or ten minutes, something that can take the edge
off of all that other junk that might be obstructing your forward
motion. And maybe before you know it, that five minutes turns
into fifteen, or thirty, or…
I think I’ll go take another look
at that opera.
(This article was first printed in "The Harp
Lover's News" Volume 3, Issue 3, 1st Quarter, 1996, published by
the Sylvia Woods Harp Center. Many of the articles from this
newsletter can be found in this Helpful Article section.)
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